Tuesday, May 3, 2011

pheew~

Gosh i'm now at ATC's lab (computer lab NOT science lab..obviously ATC doesn't have any science lab)

ok 1st of all

why am i here?

well because i'm bored and my lessons for today is LAN(malaysian studies) and economics

hence

today

is

going

to

be

a

VERY

VERY

boring

day

this morning i was SO DAMN FREAKING TIRED THAT i overslept xD

hahax woke up 7.00am was rushing through everything but still managed to eat 2eggs ^^

the KTM was on time =D

BUT

essh!

there's 4 indians 1 teen 3 kids who were standing infront of me

(FYI KTM is SUPER packed it's like you are the tuna squeezed in a sealed can where the air is stuffy AND stagnant)

gosh they were SWEATY

SUPER-D-DUPER S-W-E-A-T-Y

jeez...i was struggling to turn my head around but to no success

so for HALF AN HOUR

i was inhaling STINKING SWEATY ODOUR
(it's an understatement it's worst than stinking)

(oh i forgotten to add that i just recovered from sore throat and fever..no doubt it's coming back)

fine..so i got off the KTM..crossed the road walked up the bridge to the LRT because i was planning to reload my Touch n Go

i'm SO lucky that something is wrong with their machines and computer that they asked me to go KL Central to reload it =.=

i don't go KL Central for Christ's sake!!

continuing my journey

i walk to ATC but there's this bus releasing MASSIVE amount of gas/smoke

no doubt this bus have to go for maintenance

well the smoke was freaking suffocating me

next a motorcycle went pass me and AGAIN the exost pipe MUST be faulty for the smoke FILLED the air

by that time my throat WAS SUPER SUPER itchy and i was holding my breath =.=

haiz...

Thank God FINALLY reached college

went to class

took a seat at the back of the class

and

here i am

at the lab

typing away

about my day

so far

>.<

yikes..

Sunday, May 1, 2011

oh ya

i'm gonna capture some photos of ATC and friends and Jalan Petaling someday (if can by this week)

and i'll post it up for you guys since i know most of you haven't got a single clue what is ATC =D

ATC

i didnt't post any blogs in April xD

obviously i was busy xD

i am still busy FYI

but just gonna give some updates

yep

now i'm studying law at Advance Tertiary College(ATC),Jalan Petaling aka Qi Cheong Gai

yes there's "chickens" at Jalan Petaling (for the benefits of those who are wondering about it xD)

i don't know if there's any "ducks" and i don't wanna know (check it out yrself if u REALLY wanna know xD)

anyway last week police did a gerak gempur causing a massive traffic jam

some said they saw "chickens" running around topless (seriously topless)

haha but i didn't saw any because EVERYDAY i am only concern about getting home ASAP

you would if you have to wake up 6.30am everyday and can only get home at 6.30PM(or later once i got back 7.30pm)

damn tiring...no time for tuition (haha ya i'm freaking gia su was planning to take maths tuition =P but since no time so most probably not going tuition )

ATC's lecs are good(especially law lecs, exception for a few *ahem*) and most importantly they are many people whom i can go along with =D

new classmates are friendly ^^ but i still haven't really got to know them that well only a few =D

well hopefully will get to know everyone but personally(no offence) i felt that my class's gang's are isolated from each other..didn't mixed much

so i don't think i'll get to know every single person from my class

but as long as i can remember their names(i still suck in names) and know a little of them and they consider you as a friend

i'm happy di =D

Sunday, March 27, 2011

B.O.R.E.D.

i feel bored and sleepy and damn frustrated

Saturday, March 26, 2011

L.A.W.

my SPM result

5A+
4A
2A-

yes straight As (am happy)

BUT (ya there's ALWAYS a BUT)

NONE of my science subject got A+

if my science subjects couldn't even get A+ in SPM standard

there is no freaking way i can get A* in A levels

so got to bid Taylors biosciences A levels ta-ta

because initially was thinking if result good go taylor study biosciences

if result freaking trrible go Lim Kok Wing study architecture

in the end ...

result came out ok ok only

so....parents prefer i go study LAW

the thing is

i NEVER consider study law

(except when i was like 4years old i wanted to go UK then ppl told me UK good for studying law so i said want to be a lawyer xD)

this is so frustrating....

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

23.3.2011

6.20am : Ning woke me up wished me good luck (hence can't sleep after that)

9.20am : FINALLY got out of bed

10.45am: went for shower

11.15am: Got a call from Qi Yi(my sis)
QY: JIA!!!! WHERE ARE YOU???
QJ: Home..don't worrry i'll go to school at 12.30pm
QY: COME HERE NOW!!!!! PENGETUA ANGRY LIAO!!! CALLED YOUR NAME SO MANY TIME!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU GOT ??? STRAIGHT As!!!!
QJ: o....ok...
QY: HURRY COME NOW!!!!!!!! EVERYONE WAITING FOR YOU!!
QJ: o..after 10 minutes la(i was halfway through brunch k? xD)
QY: FASTER!!!!(and she hung up)

Told my parents they were like congratulation

11.30am: went to school.. Yes..i got lotsa slapping on the shoulder for not coming EARLY and go up the stage for my SPM result slip =.=

Anyways STRAIGHT As!!!!! but only 5A+ 4A 2A-
result not really good.. because my 3 science subjects didn't get A+
and BM!!! ish!!! got an A =.= was expecting A+ for BM

One subject i'm really happy was mandarin got A- ^^
improvement since PMR i got B =D

12.00pm: FINALLY got my result slip from Puan Chong Ah Loi's office

12.30pm: After chats with friends and teachers finally went home(not exactly la..went chiong K with Loo and Lyn =>)

YAY!!!! 11 As!!!!!!!

i never dreamt that i'll get straight As for SPM (PMR has ruined it) but YAY!!!!!

Alevels in science subject or arts subject?

because since i didn't get A+ in my science subjects(SPM standard) ..how can i get A* in my A levels?

Law or Medicine field?

aih............

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Tomorrow.......

the Big-Day

(not really la in my opinion it doesnt affect much)

bad or good your result there's still many options for you to choose

anyways good luck for every F5/2010 !!!

wish me luck too!!

nitez!!!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

AH!!!!

AH?

well it's the 1st word that came into my mind so i put AH lor xD


i want to go pyramid tomorrow BUT my mom wants me to help out my aunt at her studio

so *pop* there goes my PLANNED day

T.T

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Alex Pettyfer





The title says it's all xD

After watching I Am Number Four trailer , i didn't notice that's Alex P.

i only notice Number One was killed in Malaysia

and to my dissapointment, Malaysia wasn't mention in the movie at all xD (they started with Number Three hahax)

I Am Number Four..hmm the storyline is quite normal ..really.. but somehow the movie IS nice

Somehow Alex P. in I am number Four doesn't look like Alex P. in Wildchild(the 1st time i watched his movie {or i noticed his presence anyway hehe})

overall, I Am Number Four is a WAY better movie than the Green Hornet

if u love the Green Hornet(i wonder why) u'll DEFINITELY love I Am Number Four

oh and Number Six is damn cool ^^

No offense but personally i think Number Six is cooler than Numver Four =P

Beastly: Alex P. in Beastly looks like Alex P. in Wildchild though xD

after reading the comments at Youtube then ONLY i noticed Alex P. is starring in I Am Number Four (haha ya i'm super blur) >.<

Starting of Beastly was total eye-candy

the whole cinema went like WHOAH~

ya he still looks cute in bald xD

And again.. Beastly is a normal storyline BUT it is also quite well directed because i didn't get bored (i got totally bored watching the Green Hornet and Transformer 2.worst movies i've seen so far)

i enjoy watching Beastly ^^

Beastly is a modern time Beauty and the Beast, though Vanessa Hudgens looks er...how should i put it ..SLY (well she reminds me of withches)

yea she's pretty in the movie but in all the posters she really reminds me of witches

All in all

Alex Pettyfer is totally hot+cute <3 <3 <3

Monday, March 7, 2011

Remember Me

Just watched Remember Me by Robert Pattinson

overall it's okay

the starting was a bit boring but the ending really got me thinking...

"Whatever you do in life, will be insignificant.
But it is very important you do it,because nobody else will. -Gandhi"

I don't really understand the meaning of it at first but after the movie..it makes sense...

I realise we don't so much appreciate the getting, but we ALWAYS mind the losing.

You remember what is lost, and you forget what's right in front of you.

Lost is painful, always is, but we have to move on and appreciate the ones around us before another regret...

i was six, me and my sister were put at one of my aunt's house for a week because my dad's undergoing liver surgery due to liver cancer at Singapore..

imagine being told when u were SIX that you have to prepare yourself that daddy might not be coming home..

One whole week.. no phone calls from mommy and daddy..no news at all...
it's scary...

and what's worst.. your relatives told you I'll send you to the best orphanage so you don't have to worry about your future

THAT is EXACTLY what THEY told me STRAIGHT IN THE FACE

your BROTHER is in critical conditions AT OVERSEAS and THAT'S what you TOLD HIS 6-YEARS-OLD DAUGHTER? HOW MEAN ARE YOU PEOPLE?

AT THAT TIME I WAS OBVIOUSLY SCARED
which 6-years-old wouldn't for God's sake?

my dad's life is at stake
and you people aren't even comforting his children but went on about which orphanage is good,about how you have to study hard yourself because they aren't going to support your education at all,about you going to be separated from your sisters and mom.

after a year...my dad was diagnosis ed with lung cancer...hence another 2 weeks with relatives

and they are STILL the same..no comforts. no positive thinking's.

WE WON'T SUPPORT YOUR LIVING IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO YOUR DAD.

i know you won't support the rest of my family but i can't believe that's how you treat your brother.

My dad lost his dad when he was around 16, he worked hard to pay for his THREE younger siblings education until they graduated in universities.

Not a single thank you, they took it for granted. what's their excuse: He's the older brother, it's his responsibility to take care of us.

MEAN, UNGRATEFUL


Thank God there is such a thing called miracle.

My dad is still alive when the doctors told us again and again to prepare ourselves.

because of this incident i believe that miracle DO happen.

my dad didn't hold any grudges against them..probably because THEY are his SIBLINGS and he doesn't know what they told me and my mom.

i complain a lot about my parents, how annoying and how frustrating they are most of the time but they loved me unconditionally, i'm not their favourite but at least they still support me by giving and making too many decisions for me because they care for me.

I'll love them for who they are even though they'll no doubt pissed me off in the future xD

and another thing
i REALLY REALLY get PISSED when people say: He got cancer, but he's a nice guy.
it's like they are HINTING that they are bad in some ways we don't know and God is punishing them for their evil deeds.

and THAT'S one of the reasons why many people hide the fact that they are diasgnosised cancer.

one good example, my uncle.

He's now terminally ill..in coma..on oxygen tank

He has a 8-years-old son who is now having mixed feelings why his father got more attention from the family and why he can't tell people about his dad but to lie about his dad's condition.

He does not understand how ill his dad is, but it's completely understandable because he is only a little boy.

He does not understand why he must lie but he THOUGHT he understand why he must lie.
It's because my dad doesn't want anyone to know or there'll be rumours about how bad my daddy was or in his past lives. =.=

Why keep it a secret that you are diagnosised with cancer?
because people will think badly of you.

BULLSHIT

for those who think that people who are ill due to cronic diseases did evil mean stuff in their past deserved it, i politely ask you to THINK AGAIN.

EVERYONE of YOU has cancer cells in YOU!

it's a TIME BOMB

no matter how healthy you are, how healthy your lifestyle is

IT MAY HAPPEN TO YOU AS WELL.

my uncle, my grandma both are vegetarian. still they couldn't avoid it.

Life is UNPREDICTABLE

you can't foresee the future, NONE of us can.

but we can make a difference.

Be the change you want to see in the world.

Give the world the best you have.

yes it may never be enough,

but give the world the best you got anyway.

always appreciate and be grateful, don't forget what's right in front of you.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

i just counted

this is the 59th post, next post is post number 60th

yea i'm just bored...posting random useless stuff right now

MOVIES!!!!!

i want to watch

I Am Number Four

Black Swan

Inception(yes i haven't watch it)

New Shao Lin

Beastly

127 Hours

Sanctum

Burlesque

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyone got their DVDs(quality ok one la) ??? xD

so many old movies haven't watch....

Remember Me..Percy Jackson..the owl guardian or something.. Gulliver's travel.. tron....

so many i want to watch AGAIN like Prince of Persia...Eclipse...

Damn it.. PPS deleted the American drama series section T.T

i want to watch Vampire Diaries S2, Nichita, Heroes(haven't even finish S1), Glee

What is wrong with my house computer or wiring connection?!?!?!

when the computer works ok...connection got problem
when connection good...computer got problem =.=

i'm using netbook right now...

ish...we love technologies but we can't help cursing them when something went wrong

xD

i wanna watch movies..............aih...restriction from parents again...............bored..................pissed.....................frustrated and annoyed................

once i finish studies i have to start working and hence no time for movies or leisure

even though i have free time now , thanks to my dear mommy and daddy i'm not allowed to waste their money

PUR-lease i'll pay them back, ok??

they record everything me and my sis spent so i must pay them back the EXACT amount or more(cannot be less)

SO WHY THE HELL CAN'T I SPEND SOME TIME AND MONEY ON ENTERTAINMENT NOW WHEN I WON'T HAVE TIME FOR ENTERTAINMENT IN THE FUTURE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

if it wasn't because my mom wants me to teach TUITION i would have take a full-time job in Sunway Pyramid

i REGRETTED my decision....every single day listen to her LECTURES and her treating me as if i'm her maid

Wash my plates, clean this and that...at night she'll COMPLAIN to my dad i didn't do anything at home, that SHE have to clean and wash my stuff when I'M the ONE WHO DID THOSE CHORES

OBVIOUSLY my dad doesn't believe me..after a few arguments i don't bother correcting them anymore

Why am i STUCKeD with THIS family though??

Yes i know i'm suppose to be grateful and all but STILL i'm pissed off right now

they limit my time on computers(they had passwords on the computer), time on books, time on novels, time on entertainment and NO allowance(they expect me to survive college without eating)

Thank God i have a sister who understands my situation because we are in the EXACT same situation

though i'm not happy with her decisions most of the time at least we still understand each other

OMG here i go again rambling on how pissed i am...gosh.. being stucked at home for 3 months is more stressful than taking SPM

my hair loss is obvious(i'm not yet bald but wherever i sit you can spot strands of hairs on the seat) and they(my parents) start their lectures AGAIN how i'm being a NAUGHTY UNGRATEFUL DAUGHTER because i feel stressed out being at home

yea they should be grateful at least the don't have a daughter who smokes, take drugs or constantly go agaisnt the law or something equally dreadful

I know i'm not their ideal perfect daughter(EVERYONE KNOWS NOBODY IS PERFECT)

i know i'm not a genius(my dad's friend's son was awarded world number ONE for biology in A level so they compare me to HIM)ish

I know i'm not slim and pretty(mom wants me to work out[because i'm fat] and join makeup workshop..seriously what's the point?)

yea i'll TRY to be a better daughter,smarter(i doubt i'll ever be smart enough for THEM),work out more but no makeup workshop for me(i'll go for total plastic surgery if i had the money){and the stupid thing is they DON'T want me go for plastic surgery}

haiz...........back to movies

why i want to watch movies so badly is because i don't have to think much and just watch whatever is going through infront of my eyes

movies takes my mind of problems(movies makes people more stupid though xD)

popcorn and soft drinks doesn't help your weight either

so i'll just buy a ticket, go into the cinema and watch the movie

the Green Hornet suck..i SO do NOT want to watch it ever again...

Qi Jia's Driving Skills

I Have very very lousY driving skills
Here's why xD

1st I nearly bang A FEW cars and LORRIES on the road(especially at junctions when 3 roads become 2) =P

2nd my tyres are always on the divider xD

3rd i NEVER mati engine during slope,parking,3 point turn BUT halfway DRIVING on the road (yes i dunno what i did,i just faster on the engine and change gear and stuff and again nearly bang a car)(i REALLY am sucky)

4th i keep forgetting to put on signal

5th my stop is like an emergency brek. always lurch forward xD

6th turning left or right, i speed(yep my feet hit the oil instead of brek) xD a few times it happen (instructor yells everytime it happened of course) =P

7th i suck in changing gear. it's either i forgotten to hit the clutch while i'm suppose to change gear OR i forgotten to release the clutch after i changed gear xD

8th without my instructor yelling, i have no idea when to change gear, signal or turn ^^

Conclusion

i have really extraordinary-lousy driving skills

no wonder my dad never lets me touch his car ever again after letting me drive a few times xD

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

56th post

i didn't realise i had posted more than 50 posts xD

since i seldom blog mostly facebook, youtube, pps , pi pi tv , kpop

wonder when i'll be posting my 100th post =P

this year or next year? or the year after next?
or will i ever reach 100 popst?

seems like a mystery to me

blogging relieves my thoughts from my brain(i think)

still i feel like my posts are getting more and more boring...

is it because i'm (what my mom would say) "you're finally thinking more MATUREly"
nope that's not the reason

Reason is because i miss all my friends.. i haven't start college..working alone..
yes i feel terribly lonely xD

okay i had post enough for 2 hours
time to stop
will start posting again on.. er you'll know it when i blog again

tata~

(i don't know what title i should put for this post) xD

Been thinking a lot lately
you WOULD if you are stuck at home for two MONTHS(nearly two months)

been worrying about stuff (of course) like SPM...
i know i did badly and there's this horrible ffeeling that i'll get lots of Bs and a D(for mandarin){worst FAIL but it wouldn't be so bad if they didn't put your grades onto the slip if you fail}
because my mandarin essay is out of topic T.T

felt like crying out loud but what is done is done.. i did my best.. i can't change it.. i will just have to face the fact and reality.. not avoiding it

ever since stpm result was out..i'm having constant reminder about "your spm....your result..."

frustrating AND annoying ...and scary AND stressful

i'm the eldest siblings
so naturally it's my responsibility to be a role model for my younger sisters

yes my parents told me over and over again it's ok that you don't get straight As but i can SEE it in their EYES
they REALLY do want the straight As...i felt like i had totally let them down..and it's my fault for not studiyng harder...

hopefully i can get scholarships so i don't have to rely my academics fees on my parents
i felt like i owed them A LOT(even though parents pissed you most of the time)[anyway who doesn't felt that way? everyone must AT LEAST once felt like they controlled too much of your life but you know they only want the best for you]

i'm really glad i met so many people i can call friends at high school
because i didn't really met many real or understanding friends in primary school
(primary school life if one of the worst periods of my life)
i was dumb,naive, too innocent and stupid, no personality just a complete nerd until i went F1 and realise how insane i had been for the past 6 years

REal or Understanding friends

they don't have to be CLOSE friends

they are they one who gives you advices, their point of views to help you through the barrier inside yourself

they are honest even though honesty sometimes really hurts but you've got to face the facts. and facts ARE facts, there's no denying it.

they always had given you help indirectly, without you realising it most of the time
and when you do, you'll be grateful for they are there.

they sometimes had many things in common with you such as characteristics{the way they treat some things etc)
and sometimes understanding friends think alike.
(Great minds think alike no doubt xD and i guess that's why they are UNDERSTANDING friends)

they are there, they are always there, they are around us only we don't notice them most of the time, they were and always will be there

i thank God(i'm not a christian even though my mom's friend been giving me bible study since er..i can't remember when)(i go to the temple once in awhile becuse my grandma wants me to and i can't say no to my grandma)so i'm a free-thinker like my parents

but i believe there's someone/something up there or down there or around us who had created us,guided us through life

they had given each a life which is expectedly unexpected.

Hence live your life to the fullest..life ain't long.

Treasure your life and most importantly everyone and everything around you.

for example i didn't treasure much of my watch(not because it's an original RM 500 Swatch Snowboarder complete with certs black-red1 of my fav colour combination watch)
it's because i WON that watch when i was 14years old.
it represents one of my best achievements in when i was 14.
i lost it after my biology exam during spm..i'm not sure if i lost it at school or what but i hope whoever found it would treasure it eeven though it might mean nothing to you...

conclusion
no one can define what is life

life varies with every special individuals

we are those special individuals

believe that you are special

simply because you are.

2010

2010 is one of my most eventful year

i checked back my Digital Photos Folder under 2010 the the 1st Folder is Kursus Kepimpinan Pengawas 2010 xD well the course isn't REALLY that motivatting or fun .. just a normal typical kursus

apparently i didn't took any pics on New Year...

2nd folder was CNY
most memorable stuff i did during CNY was card-making with Loo Yee and wan yin ^^
still not fond of some of my relatives...you know the kinds who think they are the best and know it all kind(i still don't like them A LOT)

{i don't know what had happen to my blog.. i can't put coloured wordings and when i click on the italics [em] stuff keep coming out =.= does anyone know how can i change it back? it's frustating to be only typing BLACK & WHITE only..}

3rd folder is The cAmeron Highland school trip
(honestly i never feel up for a trip to Cameron Highland but what can you do if your the chairman of the organising society?)
But all in all it was an ok trip but the 1st night everyone got panicked over 2 guys in black suits who were following some of the students..creepy people..thank God nothing happen..thanks the angels for watching over us

well i'll skipped a few folders which include Alice in Wonderland art competition , Hari Sukan

Covershot is my favourite folder ^^
we had our family photos taken and the photos were beautiful(as in really natural)
Covershot is a shop at Kelana Jaya.. anyone wants to take a family photo i'll recommend them Covershot, Kelana Jaya. More info FB me xD

Next is the CO2 car folder
ok i still remember the 1st day of meeting on 4th June VERY CLEARLY because
it was my birthday and last day of exam before holiday =.= yep
so i stayed back after school to meet up with the other team members..include tim soon, matthew, wen jing , yong shiang, jia chen, choon tye..crap was mun hong there that day?(okay i admit i didn't remember THAT day as clearly as i thought xD)
Anyway that day i was freaking hungry and frustrated (don't ask me why i just felt that way at that time)

well on competition day.. yep met an accident..nothing big happen..just a small hand sugery..NO WAY i would want to stay overnight at the hospital.. i had enough of hospital admissions xD(yes i had lots of health problems/accidents) =P

still THEY(my teammates) NOT me won 3rd!!! Congrats to them again!!!
not many people can stay calm and still did their best and won k? it's not simple so they deserve ALL the credits

Again i'll skip my other folders... until Graduation Day. I really am missing everyone from SMK SS17(there's an exception of course =P not gonna tell who hehe)

Pn Chuah retirements...spm....and the BEST(most ENJOYING moments of 2010) is my trip to Taiwan

Met so many new friends..each with different personalities,their own style
Gosh..i'm missing them AGAIN even i know them for ONLY 2 WEEKS
yes only 2 weeks
but what can you say we totally bonded woth each other

Pan Pan
Fei
Kah Sheng
Ivy
Yi Ying
Julia
Jie Lian
Shirley
Terry
Yew Ping
YanGin(Mr Headmaster xD)
Gu Lun
Yuin Hoong and Yi Hung(no they aren't brothers) xD
Chun Leng
Seah
Tze Yuan
Pao Ee
Kai Ling
Kim Hui(photographer)
Jui Aik aka prof Tan
Zhi Yean
Yee Seng
Chin Kwang
Boon Hau
Yiki
and SO MANY more... sorry i couldn't list out everyone's name
but all of you guys had made December 16th-29th one of my most memorable and best moments of my life
seriously THANK YOU guys
will miss you guys always

Last few days of 2010 spent my days with Loo Yee, Wan Yin . Amerlyn , Yu ying...before school starts and Loo Yee and Amerlyn go NS..

There's up and downs in 2010
i lost 2 important people
you might not get why they are important to me since they aren't my relatives or close friends
sometimes without you realising it,time spent shortly EVEN if it's a stranger could change you in ways you won't notice till they are gone
One had taught me to speak up, not be the old me(timid, shy,got pushed around type)
One had taught me to always give people smiles even if they don't return your smile

I 1st met them both in 2006.. i didn't get to know them that well but they each had changed me without me realising it until lately..

i guess this is the end of my post 2010...

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Time.

okay I had graduated high school officially xD
but havnt finished SPM YET
URGH!!!!

okay Pn Chuah had just retired today
gonna miss u pn Chuah!!!!
i'll visit u whenever i can xD

okay there's like 11 more days to SPM
(nervous and scary...)need to memorize sejarah and so many more subjects...

and yet

yesterday feels like my orientation day in high school
the first day at my current school

time flies.... really really fast...

you cant turn back time...

there are so many things i wished i can undo and do all over again

to correct all my mistakes

to tell someone how much they actually mean to me before they are gone...

to help those who actually in need

even though i finally have the guts

there's nothing i can do about the past

but

i'll live my life to the fullest

even when things are rough

this is my future

i will do my very best

to make everyone proud

Friday, October 15, 2010

Disney

I'm 17 years old now
but i still love watching Disney's classic cartoons movies

The Little Mermaid
Cinderella
Sleeping Beauty
Beauty and the Beast
Peter Pan
Aladdin
Bambi
Hercules
Mulan
Lady and the Tramp
Lion King
Toys Story
Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
Tarzan
101 Dalmatians
The Aristrocats
Hunchback of Norte Dame

The old Disney's movie are WAY better than nowadays Disney
such as Hannah Montana, Bolt , Enchanted , Sky High

However i must say The Princess and the Frog, Up ,Wall-E aren't bad

It's actually good
but not as good as the classics

i still prefer hand-drawn cartoons than all those 3Ds and special effect whatever

WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GOOD OLD DISNEY???

the values of these movies are lost
there's too much plot in it

Once you finish watching it you won't remember what happened
at least the classics
after watching you'll get the message of the movie straightaway
it's clear cut

nowadays the movies and shows are funny yes but it doesn't give clear message

wishing Disney will produce better movies and shows

Don't lose the Disney magic!

Having a sister who is 3 years younger than you

Yes having a sister can be such a pain in the ass

ESPECIALLY if you have a selfish big-head arrogant little sister who think she's the world's greatest-bow-to-me-because-I'm-the-prettiest

Just because she's pretty and I'm ugly
SHE thinks she can step on me and order me around

Just because she thinks she has the best body and legs
SHE can demand everything she wants

Just because she thinks she's the WORLD'S prettiest
SHE can treat her FAMILY members like shit!

Hate to burst your little bubble sis
but your pretty little face won't last

it's no use
looking at the mirror every single day
telling yourself
"oo I'm so pretty"

PUR-LEASE don't you dare deny it
even the housemaid saw you said that
LMAO!

It's definitely fine with me if your dream is to snag a rich husband and be the wealthy pretty mistress
be Cinderella all you want

but Cinderella is a fairytale
Fairytales don't come true
there's no such things as Prince Charming on white horses for you to coo on

and Cinderella is a hardworking kind loving and gentle character
NOT a lazy selfish greedy commanding and demanding brat like Cinderella's step sisters

Where's your brain may I ask?

Beauty won't give you the power to get whatever you want

So pull your face away from the mirror and start looking around

PEOPLE DON'T ACHIEVE SUCCESS THROUGH BEAUTY

THEY EARNED IT THROUGH HARD SOLID WORK

so stop ordering people around with your little face held up high

it's simply disgusting

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Feeling betrayed

Lately
many things made me realise
things just come and go

we always thought we still have time
we thought we did this mistake, we apologized and everything will go on as normal
then unfortunately you did the same mistake again
that's what you did

I wanted to forgive you
but its hard
no one is supposed to be betrayed by anyone
especially the ones you love
you shouldn't betray them

I thought you really meant it
that you'll change
but you still find excuses for your betrayal

I saw how other people is to their love ones
why can't you be more like them?

you showed everyone you acted
but unfortunately you didn't fooled me

i wanted to tell myself
you changed

however deep down
i know
you haven't...

why can't things be like they used to
or i thought it always was?

things that one doesn't know wont hurt them

it's true

i rather not know but i thank God for letting me know

i'm still trying to accept it
but i really do hope that you'll change