Saturday, February 14, 2009

a different side of me

The new maid ran away

honestly i don't mind
because she's lousy and lazy
in the end i'm the one who is doing the work

BUT

I'm seriously PISS
when i checked my closet
my T-shirts and pants are GONE

That lousy lazy maid took my clothes!!!! and she stole ALL the cookies i made on Sunday!!!!! and a tin of my mom's keropok and my dad's hand phone
Obviously MONEY too

that bitch stole 2 T-shirts, a blouse, a pair of shoes,a pair of dark blue jeans,a short white colour pants
AND
my FAVOURITE 3/4 handmade black pants!!!!

That day i was so damn freaking piss
Here's what i've been cursing her (for a few days maybe even a week)

1st. she met some bad people
2nd. obviously you know what will happen when a female is kidnapped by bad guys
(i don't want her to die yet so fast die meh?)
3rd. forced to be a prostitute
4th. i want her to suffer
example her hand to be sliced and salt is rub on it and many more way gruesome ideas
5th. got murdered (haha!!)
6th. her body is chopped into pieces
7th. her pieces are thrown into a drain
8th. her body parts rot like hell(hope she really REALLY rot in hell)
and has lots of flies,worms,fleas, bugs,as many disgusting things on it
9th. her dead body parts flow into the river( i know it won't happen this way)
10th. eaten by fishes and aquatic germs, worms something la
11th. some of her parts are found (like her head)
12th. her head is published in the newspaper for the whole wide world to see
FINALLY
I can LAUGH at her
i don't think i'm evil enough because it
SERVES HER RIGHT
i treated her nicely too good in fact
helped her do her work when she's suppose to be do it herself
even helped her to bandaged her cut hand
and i was stupid enough to believe that
her hand is pain because she couldn't touch cold water
therefore she couldn't wash the toilets
and i can't believe i actually did it for HER
why the hell didn't i just give that bitch a plastic bag
so her hands won't touch the water?!?!
CONCLUSION or you can call it THE MORAL OF THIS REAL LIFE STORY is
NEVER i mean it NEVER EVER treat maids especially Indonesians maids nicely
they don't give a shit about how you treat them
unless they are really good hardworking type which is 1 in a million
Now i have to add stuff to my shopping list
and it is damn hard to find a suitable 3/4 black pants which suits my height
thanks a lot bitch
and my parents has always treat me unfairly compare to my sisters
they buy RM50 T-shirts for my sisters nearly every month
while they don't buy me anything
1 year one T-shirt from the WET market
no new clothes for chinese new year
(except for this year because
they thought i tried to kill myself when i accidently cut my wrist)(long story)
i have to wear my mothers old clothes or her friends or their child's hand me down clothes
it sucks to be the eldest
my second sister is born clef palate
therefore my Dad pampers her
Obviously every mother LOVE the youngest
they are always right
and the eldest must be the one who is lying and blah blah blah
what is the point when i studied hard so that they can be proud of me?
cause they will NEVER be proud of me
every single freaking thing is my fault
everything i did is wrong
if i had not been ordering clothes from the Internet or magazines
my closet is a fashion disaster
and they scold me for wasting money buying clothes when i have a lot of
what the heck?
those are old weird laugh-your-ass-out ugly clothes
those clothes are for my grandmother's age or her age
Sometimes you just have to accept that you are not as lucky as the others but meanwhile luckier than some other people