anti-valentine gift

i heard that

a guy should NEVER

give shoes as a present for his girlfriend

reason?

Because she'll runaway with their new boyfriend

wearing the shoes you gave her

lol

Guys out there who are still single

and

already have a someone

don't be afraid to tell her that you like her

and NEVER ask her what you want for Valentine

it will ruin the mood

Give a gift as a surprise

but

don't shocked her

or she'll avoid you if she doesn't like you in that way

so

Guys be tactful

lol

Don't always use technology to tell her you like her

it is not really sincere

in my opinion lar

lol

Have a nice Vday!!

Vday

Happy Valentine Day!!

still single
happy to be one

:D

but not happy when half the class's singles went pyramid for er.. a walk?
and makan makan makan

while i'm stuck in tuition class till 5.30pm

and got grounded for no reasons at all

all because she is PMSing


anyway

this morning is "Larian Seventeenians"
yea!
i improve by 2 minutes lol
last time at practice i took 25 minutes to run
xD

most of all i finally got top 10
number 7!!! improvement
and Red team won!!!!! RED TEAM!!!

GO Red team!!
lol

Happy Valentine Day to all :)

and thanks for the roses XXXX LXXX
will miss you

hope you'll get used to Australia ASAP <3

=>

Accidents can be fun

:D

i forgotten when ... it started...

my sister came into the room and ask
"are you going to kill yourself cause you didn't get straight As?"

so i just follow along the joke took a cutter and put it infront of my wrist

than my youngest sister came in

"BANG" the door

scare the hell out of me or surprised me la

then i realise i cut myself
hehe

yes it was bleeding both my sisters really thought i tried to kill myself
called my parents
they were shocked

wouldn't you if you see blood spluttered on the bed sheets?

i bandaged it it hurts a little

Dad's friend's who is a doctor put some glue-stitch on it
so my wrist's scar isn't that obvious now

well next day
it was the 1st time
my mom brought me to pyramid shopping for clothes for me

it is the 1st time she bought a RM50 T-shirt for me

i wish this would happen everytime

but

I can't possibly cut my wrist all the time right?

a different side of me

The new maid ran away

honestly i don't mind
because she's lousy and lazy
in the end i'm the one who is doing the work

BUT

I'm seriously PISS
when i checked my closet
my T-shirts and pants are GONE

That lousy lazy maid took my clothes!!!! and she stole ALL the cookies i made on Sunday!!!!! and a tin of my mom's keropok and my dad's hand phone
Obviously MONEY too

that bitch stole 2 T-shirts, a blouse, a pair of shoes,a pair of dark blue jeans,a short white colour pants
AND
my FAVOURITE 3/4 handmade black pants!!!!

That day i was so damn freaking piss
Here's what i've been cursing her (for a few days maybe even a week)

1st. she met some bad people

2nd. obviously you know what will happen when a female is kidnapped by bad guys

(i don't want her to die yet so fast die meh?)

3rd. forced to be a prostitute

4th. i want her to suffer

example her hand to be sliced and salt is rub on it and many more way gruesome ideas

5th. got murdered (haha!!)

6th. her body is chopped into pieces

7th. her pieces are thrown into a drain

8th. her body parts rot like hell(hope she really REALLY rot in hell)

and has lots of flies,worms,fleas, bugs,as many disgusting things on it

9th. her dead body parts flow into the river( i know it won't happen this way)

10th. eaten by fishes and aquatic germs, worms something la

11th. some of her parts are found (like her head)

12th. her head is published in the newspaper for the whole wide world to see

FINALLY

I can LAUGH at her

i don't think i'm evil enough because it

SERVES HER RIGHT

i treated her nicely too good in fact

helped her do her work when she's suppose to be do it herself

even helped her to bandaged her cut hand

and i was stupid enough to believe that

her hand is pain because she couldn't touch cold water

therefore she couldn't wash the toilets

and i can't believe i actually did it for HER

why the hell didn't i just give that bitch a plastic bag

so her hands won't touch the water?!?!

CONCLUSION or you can call it THE MORAL OF THIS REAL LIFE STORY is

NEVER i mean it NEVER EVER treat maids especially Indonesians maids nicely

they don't give a shit about how you treat them

unless they are really good hardworking type which is 1 in a million

Now i have to add stuff to my shopping list

and it is damn hard to find a suitable 3/4 black pants which suits my height

thanks a lot bitch

and my parents has always treat me unfairly compare to my sisters

they buy RM50 T-shirts for my sisters nearly every month

while they don't buy me anything

1 year one T-shirt from the WET market

no new clothes for chinese new year

(except for this year because

they thought i tried to kill myself when i accidently cut my wrist)(long story)

i have to wear my mothers old clothes or her friends or their child's hand me down clothes

it sucks to be the eldest

my second sister is born clef palate

therefore my Dad pampers her

Obviously every mother LOVE the youngest

they are always right

and the eldest must be the one who is lying and blah blah blah

what is the point when i studied hard so that they can be proud of me?

cause they will NEVER be proud of me

every single freaking thing is my fault

everything i did is wrong

if i had not been ordering clothes from the Internet or magazines

my closet is a fashion disaster

and they scold me for wasting money buying clothes when i have a lot of

what the heck?

those are old weird laugh-your-ass-out ugly clothes

those clothes are for my grandmother's age or her age

Sometimes you just have to accept that you are not as lucky as the others but meanwhile luckier than some other people