May

Phew~
Exam finally over ^^
so dead cause dind't study as hard as the others
aih... must enjoy this hols
after 2 weeks definitely going to suffer T.T

Today Hari Anugerah Khas 2009
the weather was quite nice
of course this majlis is as boring as usual
but thank God this year no one gave any speech for 1 whole freaking hour :D

June is coming^^
the word sixteen ... urgh getting older

Tomorrow going for buffet dinner
hopefully won't gain another kg
Gosh i hate FATS

birthday wish
1. perfect year-end and SPM result
2 perfect body

LOL

Piss

Last Friday totally suck

1st i don't know how the hell SHE manage to be the head of the school magazine
SERIOUSLY attitude problem
WTH she HERSELF didn't do a thing!!
blame on other people instead
yup she really doesn't looks 19
she looks probably 25

2nd
Got grounded for my bad result
excuse me 9As and a D is consider not bad (actually it's luck cause i only studied 2hours the night before every exams xD)
and the D is careless mistakes and because once u cancel your answer you should write the new answer beside the ones you crossed
i wrote it on another page so around 10/50 marks gone
if i hadn't had careless mistakes and i wrote the new answers beside the crossed ones
it is probably a B

BUT

they started saying you are suppose to study every night
not 2 hours before exams
must be consistent and blah blah blah
God i don't want to be a nerd

and i wish they would stop making me eat
keep me out of your argument please
especially(and i don't know how and why) it involves eating 24hours
making your children eat till they are F-A-T
especially ME
i don't have matabolism like my sisters or dad
i have my mom's side
T.T
I WANT TO BE SKINNY
i want to be 40kg
NOT 50kg(i know its overweight for a 5feet 1 person)
and i'm SHORT
wan yin and loo yee are only 40kg and they are TALLER than me by 5cm or more
to be accurate a LOT more


i dare bet this year's class photos/club photos i'll look like a fat pig
T.T

3rd
i can't go pyramid....not allowed(grounded)
i want to watch fast and furious 4
it's been a freaking long time since i went out with loo yee amerlyn and carmen together

4th
i was supposed to do add maths(the books my mom bought)
but since i was piss(no mood of course) so i threw it aside and started watching movies
xD
obviously got scolding
than i have to wash the toilets =.=
took like 1 and a half hour to finish 2 toilets

5th
i 'm not even allowed to go online
everytime i go online is a sneak
which means i can only go online when no ones at home

its April!!

OMG time just flies...
one blink and now its April
lots of things had happened
like i got back my result
got A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A2 n Donkey!
D for add maths xD

at least parents aren't piss
dunno what the hell happened to them lately
was forcing me to eat
A LOT
gained so much weight....

and got grounded for no reason at all....

nothing new nothing special

tata~

ohya this year's form 1 is really bak gua(busybody)
and flirty plus playgirls not playboy

they saw a leng zhai and acctually named him Superman
WTH?!?!

anti-valentine gift

i heard that

a guy should NEVER

give shoes as a present for his girlfriend

reason?

Because she'll runaway with their new boyfriend

wearing the shoes you gave her

lol

Guys out there who are still single

and

already have a someone

don't be afraid to tell her that you like her

and NEVER ask her what you want for Valentine

it will ruin the mood

Give a gift as a surprise

but

don't shocked her

or she'll avoid you if she doesn't like you in that way

so

Guys be tactful

lol

Don't always use technology to tell her you like her

it is not really sincere

in my opinion lar

lol

Have a nice Vday!!

Vday

Happy Valentine Day!!

still single
happy to be one

:D

but not happy when half the class's singles went pyramid for er.. a walk?
and makan makan makan

while i'm stuck in tuition class till 5.30pm

and got grounded for no reasons at all

all because she is PMSing


anyway

this morning is "Larian Seventeenians"
yea!
i improve by 2 minutes lol
last time at practice i took 25 minutes to run
xD

most of all i finally got top 10
number 7!!! improvement
and Red team won!!!!! RED TEAM!!!

GO Red team!!
lol

Happy Valentine Day to all :)

and thanks for the roses XXXX LXXX
will miss you

hope you'll get used to Australia ASAP <3

=>

Accidents can be fun

:D

i forgotten when ... it started...

my sister came into the room and ask
"are you going to kill yourself cause you didn't get straight As?"

so i just follow along the joke took a cutter and put it infront of my wrist

than my youngest sister came in

"BANG" the door

scare the hell out of me or surprised me la

then i realise i cut myself
hehe

yes it was bleeding both my sisters really thought i tried to kill myself
called my parents
they were shocked

wouldn't you if you see blood spluttered on the bed sheets?

i bandaged it it hurts a little

Dad's friend's who is a doctor put some glue-stitch on it
so my wrist's scar isn't that obvious now

well next day
it was the 1st time
my mom brought me to pyramid shopping for clothes for me

it is the 1st time she bought a RM50 T-shirt for me

i wish this would happen everytime

but

I can't possibly cut my wrist all the time right?

a different side of me

The new maid ran away

honestly i don't mind
because she's lousy and lazy
in the end i'm the one who is doing the work

BUT

I'm seriously PISS
when i checked my closet
my T-shirts and pants are GONE

That lousy lazy maid took my clothes!!!! and she stole ALL the cookies i made on Sunday!!!!! and a tin of my mom's keropok and my dad's hand phone
Obviously MONEY too

that bitch stole 2 T-shirts, a blouse, a pair of shoes,a pair of dark blue jeans,a short white colour pants
AND
my FAVOURITE 3/4 handmade black pants!!!!

That day i was so damn freaking piss
Here's what i've been cursing her (for a few days maybe even a week)

1st. she met some bad people

2nd. obviously you know what will happen when a female is kidnapped by bad guys

(i don't want her to die yet so fast die meh?)

3rd. forced to be a prostitute

4th. i want her to suffer

example her hand to be sliced and salt is rub on it and many more way gruesome ideas

5th. got murdered (haha!!)

6th. her body is chopped into pieces

7th. her pieces are thrown into a drain

8th. her body parts rot like hell(hope she really REALLY rot in hell)

and has lots of flies,worms,fleas, bugs,as many disgusting things on it

9th. her dead body parts flow into the river( i know it won't happen this way)

10th. eaten by fishes and aquatic germs, worms something la

11th. some of her parts are found (like her head)

12th. her head is published in the newspaper for the whole wide world to see

FINALLY

I can LAUGH at her

i don't think i'm evil enough because it

SERVES HER RIGHT

i treated her nicely too good in fact

helped her do her work when she's suppose to be do it herself

even helped her to bandaged her cut hand

and i was stupid enough to believe that

her hand is pain because she couldn't touch cold water

therefore she couldn't wash the toilets

and i can't believe i actually did it for HER

why the hell didn't i just give that bitch a plastic bag

so her hands won't touch the water?!?!

CONCLUSION or you can call it THE MORAL OF THIS REAL LIFE STORY is

NEVER i mean it NEVER EVER treat maids especially Indonesians maids nicely

they don't give a shit about how you treat them

unless they are really good hardworking type which is 1 in a million

Now i have to add stuff to my shopping list

and it is damn hard to find a suitable 3/4 black pants which suits my height

thanks a lot bitch

and my parents has always treat me unfairly compare to my sisters

they buy RM50 T-shirts for my sisters nearly every month

while they don't buy me anything

1 year one T-shirt from the WET market

no new clothes for chinese new year

(except for this year because

they thought i tried to kill myself when i accidently cut my wrist)(long story)

i have to wear my mothers old clothes or her friends or their child's hand me down clothes

it sucks to be the eldest

my second sister is born clef palate

therefore my Dad pampers her

Obviously every mother LOVE the youngest

they are always right

and the eldest must be the one who is lying and blah blah blah

what is the point when i studied hard so that they can be proud of me?

cause they will NEVER be proud of me

every single freaking thing is my fault

everything i did is wrong

if i had not been ordering clothes from the Internet or magazines

my closet is a fashion disaster

and they scold me for wasting money buying clothes when i have a lot of

what the heck?

those are old weird laugh-your-ass-out ugly clothes

those clothes are for my grandmother's age or her age

Sometimes you just have to accept that you are not as lucky as the others but meanwhile luckier than some other people

Chinese New Year!!

today is the 1st day of Chinese Niu(aka Ox) Year!!
ang pau-s!!!
lol

went visiting relatives
my diet is screwed
the food are irresistible
simply yummy although all are vegies
my parents should have warn me about my aunt
she's a damn real good cook!!

then visited friends house
then SHOPPING at subang parade
i want a pair of white heels!!!
found a pair and it costs rm209.99
WTH?!?!
and its not really eye catching or special
it's just a plain normal white heels
not worth it

going shopping again tomorrow at KL
hoping to find a pair of suitable, reasonable white heels
xD

1st week of school and so on

1st day of school
yea got into 4SN1

2nd day of school
u can start feeling the stress hitting you

3rd day of shool
OMG got to stay back for mandarin class until 3.15pm
homeworks are pilling up
then i got fever....
new year'wish: i want to be taller(!!!!!) healthier and slimmer :D

4th day of school
homeworks
and the coughing starts

5th day of school
homeworks
and
fever+flu+cough
OMG

skip to monday which is the 7th day of school
as usual homeworks
add maths,sj,physics.....
before going tuition my temperature was 38.5 celcius degree
and
i found there's 2 something like mosquito bites on my arms
it didn't fade after 3 hours
went to the clinic
BINGO
i got chicken pox

8th day of...
school?
was absent
but went for koku
the doctor said 1st 3 days chicken pox won't spread
only the 4,5,6th days will(very contagious)
copied homeworks and staying as far away as possible from the innocents xD
precautions

i was absent for a whole week
quarantine...
came back school the next week
some are still afraid to even look at me
honestly i only had around 5 to 10
chicken pox from head to toe
because i found out early and i drank coconut juice the day before i got chicken pox
therefore decreasing the number of chicken pox :D

there's new students and some switched to other classes
my homework is twice the amount of my classmates
i still got sorethroat so i still can't talk much
and my asthma is back....
Simon says
Chicken pox weakens your body's immune system therefore causing the asthma to worsen T.T
but thank God
i'm now cured ^^

Symptons of chicken pox:

1. fever
2. flu
3. cough
4. ta-da the "mosquitoes biteS"

*depends on individual
some just go straight to no. 4

2009!!!!

wow its 2009
new hopes new stuff is installed in this new year
hope is good
last year was horrible...
according to my aunt who is a Buddhist i fan tai shui or something which means last year is my bad luck year(maybe its true)
continue-ing the story of my PMR result
yes i'm at 1st happy with it
until the telephones starts to ring
ALL my cousins the ones who are in the same year as me
ALL got A for mandarin
so my parents are pissed n blah blah blah blah
which really ruined my mood

few hours later

its 2009!!!

spent the last few days doing nothing
and
its back to school...
Form 4....
"honeymoon" year

30th December 2008

Today is the 30th of December 2008
Before starting
Do you believe in God?

I think
God exist.....

He answered by making my sis's music file dissappear

AND

today

thinking back i didn't realise.....

at around 10am when i just close the door

my sis DID apologise but

i didn't ask why cause you know a little nervous went rushing out to school

after getting the result

went LY's house she was reading my blog THEN i only realise about it....

Yesterday night

i was crapping about the how many As and what would happen stuff

seriously i didn't mean anything about that to happen

i was just crapping...

He answered EXACTLY 10 hours later

Can it be coincidence?
Or did God REALLY answered me?

coincidence?

or God?

LY thinks it has something to do with Christmas

It's the time of year when God will be most active answering our prayers...

God ?

or coincidence?....

Back about the result

i know i said i'd be perfectly happy if i got 7As and 1B if the B is chinese

well got it but i'm not perfectly happy

BECAUSE when i read the result slip

it is :

A

A

A

A

A

A

A

B

think i'll have to edit it

erase the chinese lol

Congrats to all!!!

congratulation LY!!

you are the only chinese student who got 8As!!!

WY congrats too!!

Carmen Lyn KS

i knew you guys would get straight As

congratulation to everyone straight As or not

we did er... quite a good job?

Now got to seriously think about which stream to take next year

Decision...

i hate making decisions...

Being positive and thinking negative

I don't think i will cry if i didn't get straight As tomorrow

cause i think God had already gave me an answer

that i wont get straight As

maybe i should have ask Him

there's C in my PMR result

my sis new hp will go missing

no A

my sis's camera will go missing

1 A

she will go down with a fever

2A

er... my sis's new shirt goes missing?

3A

she will have tooth ache

4A

my sis's photo album goes missing too

xD

5A

hmm...

my sis will vomit twice?

6A

my sis slips and falls?

7A

she suddenly starts apoligizing for no reasons at all

??

8A

she will find a dead rat?

xD

Hey

God can still answer me

there's still 10 hours

lol

i know i'm an evil twisted sister

haha

i think

PMR actually depends on your luck

on your examiner

and who sat infront and behind of you

because the examiner will compare your answers to theirs

Not happy with the result this time

Aim for a better result for SPM

or something else

example if you want to be an entertainer in the future

go audition for some entertainment company

etc.

You did your best

that's what counts

don't cry over or spoil your mood over some freaking alphabetes

the alphabetes aren't worth it

~Be positive, think negative~

All the best

and

Good Luck

Twilight

TWILIGHT

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY WATCHED IT

with LY n Lyn

went to the counter there's only two front row left

neck is a liitle pain now

Carmen and KS

went to watch the perfect snogging

Back to Twilight

Eric!!!!

Eric is so HOT!!!!

he'd be perfect if his hair is a little bouncier

no offence a little too flat in the movie

He's so funnyly cute?!?!

"Bella, look its a worm!"

Jasper

OMG

He's hot AND cute

he is so hot when he swings his baseball bat

cute when he's acting pain in the face

his eyes are soo big

Edward

not really how i imagined him to be

i don't like his shades and his hairstyle

but

he gets hotter and hotter in the movie

xD

THANK GOD

after the Cullens played finish the baseball game

(OMG they are so cool and obviously hot)

and where James Laurent and Victorie appeared

the screen went BLANK

How can they stop it during the climax?!?!

anyway gives me a good chance to move my neck

we waited from 8.56pm to i think 10 minutes later

for whoever to repair whatever happened

During that 10 minutes LY Lyn and I talk about who's the hottest

THEN

Lyn started talking about PMR result

SHEESH

i completely forgotten about it until then

the show finish

Lyn was the 1st to jump off her seat to the exit

we went straight to asian avenue

to look for Lyn's spongebob monkey Tshirt

sadly it sold out

went and meet Carmen and KS

hugged

wished good luck

good byes

no tears

and

good night

I'm so going to buy Twilight DVD

how can they cut the most important part!?!?!?

xD

Prayers answered??......

*Breath in breath out*
ok
I dont know how to explain this but we'll know the answer on 30th December 2008

It all started with a Green Monster(aka me)
Why am i a Green Monster?
My dad promised to reward me with RM1000 if i got straight As in my UPSR
I did
but instead he bought me a RM500 handphone
although i want another model which costs RM700

3 years later....
my sister got 5As and 2Bs in her UPSR
and my dad bought her a RM700+ handphone last week saturday(obviously i'm jealous)
I know he prefer her than me anyway(but i'm still jealous)

She asked me to help her to download songs and I did
Later she didnt even said thank you
AND she doesn't even allow me to TOUCH her new phone
So i was pissed

this part is important

I told God that night (yes i pray before i sleep)
If i didn't get straight As for my PMR
let all her(my sis) favourite songs dissapeared
and I keep saying that to myself when she started showing off her new hp to me
I am evil xD

Yesterday approximately 12pm
my sis started shouting
because her music file went missing

seriously

it magically dissapeared into thin air
i SWEAR i did not delete it and my youngest sis doesnt even know how to use a hp
there's no way my parents would want to delete her songs
and why would she delete it herself?
Even my dad who's an expert doesnt even know how where and why it dissappeared

Here's the question:
Did God really answered my prayers
by making my sis music file
dissapeared?

How i spent my....

Christmas Eve


Let's start from

12.00 am - watching Wild Child

12.07 am -finished watching Wild Child (dun like the ending anyway)

12.10 am - moments of craziness



wait

let me backtrack

LY n Lyn came for sleepover and we started watching Wild Child approximately 10.45pm on the day before christmas eve and we did almost rest of the things together xD

ok continue...



12.21 am- went upstairs

12.30 am-watched WALL-E

12.32 am-experimenting nail polish while watching wall-e =P

02.12 am- LY felt hungry (i was looking at the clock)

02.13 am- decided to test McD's delivery service :P

02.25 am-LY called McD n they actually ask her to "pls call back one hour later"
honestly WTH?!?!

02.31 am-Lyn's turn to call and made our orders

2 banana pie, nuggets mc value - THAT's ALL

03.03 am-HALF AN HOUR LATER!?!?! delivery guy arrived

CONCLUSION: BAD SERVICE



we continue on9-ing then obviously we sleep till 10.16 am



after LY n Lyn went back

my sisters from hell returns in d afternoon



didn't feel so good so went to the doctor

found out it was fever and virus infection

and in the end

was sent to stay with my aunt


next morning is .....

CHRISTMAS



spent the christmas lying in bed watching Madagascar 2

the DVD went crazie when it got to Alex looking for Marty
the dialogue is in spanish
(or izzit russian? not sure but its definitely NOT english)

ate lots and lots of porridge and organic food

visit my popo

went back my aunt's and watched Mr and Mrs Smith

helped my aunt polished her nails

then finally

S-L-E-E-P

WHAT A CHRISTMAS

clearly

my most boring christmas in my whole entire 15 year old life

thinking back...

Today,

I just recovered from fever and felt simply boring
so did a new blog account
since i forgotten the old ones password xD


just finished reading LY's novel ( yep novel )
check it out at http://dubu-sangtae.blogspot.com/


i'll NEVER take my time to write novel
too much work hehe



parents coming back from China tomorrow
aih...
obvious reasons

1. i get the WHOLE house to myself

(unfortunately i fell sick and stayed at my aunt's till today)

2. no naggings

3. free to do wateva i want (until i fell sick ish..)

4. no instructions

5. you'd be MAD not to LOVE it when your parents isn't at home for 5 days

PMR result on 30th
of course i want straight A's
but got a feeling gonna get B for bm sj n bc
probably sc too (tembak a lot)


honestly
i'm NOT bull shitting
AND
seriously
i didn't study for PMR
was busy with some stupid competition
regret joining it
one thousand and one percent REGRET

lately been getting PMR nightmares


hopefully luck is with me
won't mind if got 7As n 1B
if the B is BC
i'd still be PERFECTLY happy with it

good luck everyone!!

ps* PLEASE don't ask me about my result
when the time comes

Thank you